Some pics I found off the net that are interesting. Wish I could travel the whole entire world someday, Japan would definitely be one of the places to see and feel.

Boredom

Your Dominant Intelligence is Linguistic Intelligence

You are excellent with words and language. You explain yourself well. An elegant speaker, you can converse well with anyone on the fly. You are also good at remembering information and convicing someone of your point of view. A master of creative phrasing and unique words, you enjoy expanding your vocabulary. You would make a fantastic poet, journalist, writer, teacher, lawyer, politician, or translator.

P.S My birthday is the same as William Shakespeare’s. What a cowinkeedink! : )

You Are a Newborn Soul

You are tolerant, accepting, and willing to give anyone a chance. On the flip side, you’re easy to read and easily influenced by others. You have a fresh perspective on life, and you can be very creative. Noconformist and nontraditional, you’ve never met anyone who’s like you. Inventive and artistic, you like to be a trendsetter. You have an upbeat spirit and you like almost everything. You make friends easily and often have long standing friendships. Implusive and trusting, you fall in love a little too easily. Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul

She met the creep again.

I went to Milliken Mills Library today afterschool to get some books out for my philosophy ISU. Without much success of getting the piles of book that I have envisioned myself to bring home, I went to the McDonalds that was located slightly at the other end of the building instead. (By the way, it’s McChicken day today, haven’t had one in awhile) Anyway, I thought it was going to be bombarded with Milliken students like it always was in summer school, but to my surprise, it wasn’t. So as I stepped into the empty lobby, a man lured me in to his assistance on the other side of the counter. “Hi” I said, obviously with my charming smile that would hopefully get them to give me free food. “Hello”, he replied. Suddenly, I had this horrible gut feeling churning inside my stomach. I couldn’t look the man that was serving me in the eyes, and i wasn’t sure if my gut feeling was just pms doing it’s job. I looked at the man’s name tag and it says “Sean”. No it didn’t ring anything. So I sorta just left it there. But I couldn’t even place my order correctly. Me out of all people, that over works herself at mcdonalds is messin up her order?! No. Something is DEFINITELY wrong. I walked away with my mcchicken and started thinking to myself: “Hey.. wasn’t he the guy…..” Yes. He was the guy that harrassed me on the bus when I was comin back from the mall one summers day. I should really get his ass arrested, but too late now. He lied about how he works at Kelsey’s as a Chef… CHEF MY ASS. He works at McDees!! And that just gives Mickey dee’s a bad name. Now I’m mad. That creep better not touch me again, or i swear to God, i’ll give him some lucy liu charlie’s angels kick right in the groin. By the way, I hope he didn’t poison that McChicken… 

Tomorrow’s the last day. AHH.

9:28pm

I really really aboslutely positively don’t want to write this philosophical paper. Maybe it’s because there is absolutely no good arguments pertaining to the pro-life argument. Well, not good ones anyway…

On the other hand,  I worry. I worry for the LINE UPS OF PEOPLE who borrow my binders and copy, cheat, and hand in whatever they need by using my work/assignment/notes. How the hell will they get through university. Like really? Even worse is this girl, nothing against her, i love her, she asked me if i had one of my assignments saved on my computer. I mean, are you that lazy that you can’t just type it all out again? I FRIKKEN GAVE YOU MY BINDER TO COPY!!! Wow. This is bewildering. Worst is when people copy word by word.. and they tell me about it too. Like thanks, now i’m just gonna fail once teacher finds out.

Sigh. 

I better start charging once i get to university.

4 more days of school

and I’m done.

(Things are definitely better Irene.) I mean yea, I still got a few papers due here and there, and exams are creepin right behind me, but i think i can finally see some sort of light at the end of the tunnel. I’m almost free guys, FREEEE.

Today is gonna be the day that i take off my piercings.

Quivering from too much coffee. But sad because people leave me for their food… Something from that makes me pout, and isn’t making anything better. I’m acting like a little child, but deal with it.

I’m so sick right now. I feel like I’m gonna faint and die any minute.

I cried today because Christina took my scissors and didn’t give them back to me.

Good thing Jeff lend me his for the night.

Welcome to the sudden moodswings of a 17 year old.

I’m in such a shitty mood. I just feasted on two glazed donuts.

I just feel like nothing’s going my way. Especially school. And being me, i had everything in control last year, and now i’m just watching everything that i am or i’ve ever built, only to let it down. Yea, procrastination, lack of motivation, they’re all my fault. But I tried. It’s not like i’m totally not concerned about my academics, infact, I finally realized that i’ve based one of the factors of my happiness in achieving good marks. (I lied about the “nothing” cliche shit as my pricetag for happiness on the side.) 

Maybe I shouldn’t get so bitchy because i got a level 3+ on my monologue in philosophy class today. That’s rougly a high 70 percent. I screwed up on my monologue, that’s why. But that’s exactly it, how can a drama student (likewise) be undermined by non-drama students? Maybe I’m just tired. Maybe it’s because I tried memorizing my lines at 5 in the morning while at the same time, trying to study for my human growth test, which I also… didn’t do very well in. Oh stop it. I’m just making excuses up for myself so i can pout and pity. I know it’s because I didn’t try hard enough, and I let my main competitors get ahead of me. (Yea, I subconsciously compete within people in my class with marks, and I damn well better beat them, or at the end, it would be me that I will be beating. Irene, I can see you shaking your head at me, telling me what a hopeless child I am) But you know what, I know my potential, and what I can do. Today, i’m not reaching it, when I actually want to. And it’s pissing the hell out of me.

Anyway, I’m headin for a nap. I’ll get away from all this under my warm and toasty blankets.

I have this drowning feeling in my heart that I can’t get out of. I don’t know where to begin to decipher it, or how to end it. It’s just there, eating me away and all I can do is watch it devour me.

Maybe I don’t know what I really want anymore.

I just want to get lost in the city, where no one will recognize me. Just me and a cup of mocha cappucino, lounging, while letting Pilate run through my body.

I just want a pause for everything.

12:57pm

4:02pm

I KNEW IT! I KNEWWWWWW IT. Stupid Parkash and her crazy partying over the weekends made her skip teaching her class today. That means test is postponed till tomorrow, and the philosophy presentations too. YES! (jumps and clicks feet like a leprechaun. –click!–)

10:41pm

AHHH. 6 guys talking to me right now, 6 different conversations, AHHH I CAN’T HANDLE THIS. I need to get off msn and focus.