Month: April 2007

  • Clubbing.


    There’s something about clubbing that I don’t like. I know I mentioned this a few times before, but I’ll say it again. I would have to think that it brings out the worst in me — or, well I wouldn’t say worst, but definitely not the best of what I would have to offer. I think clubbing is one of my guilty pleasures, because I enjoy doing it at the moment, but I would feel guilty afterwards that I danced with X amount of guys and made a specific impression for others whom were watching those explicit dance moves.


    Do I really want to come off as a hoebag?


    No, not really.


    You only get to make a first impression once. Grinding explicitly, having a drink in hand and looking totally shit faced is SO not attractive.


    There’s a persona that I am always reaching for, which I probably shouldn’t mention because then people whom personally know me will have a mindset that I will try very hard to become that persona. I mean, we all grow out of clubbing sooner or later, so I took the initiative to cut it out of my life in the early stages. Was never that interested, and never will be.


    I prefer formals, balls, meetings, philosophical talks over tea. No? I see some of you shaking your heads and disagreeing. So xangans, what’s the deal with clubbing? What are your perspectives? Let me hear you express your undying love for clubbing, I want to know.

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    Xangans, would you date one incredible person and decide to stick with them for life (ie. marriage), and still question if the grass is greener on the other side? Is this a natural thought that occurs even if you have the greatest person in your arms? Or a sign of deterioration in the relationship? Does it mean that the person in your arms is not-so-perfect after all?


     


     


     

  • Let’s Grow Up Now.


    So yesterday was my birthday, I feel old. I feel like I have to come out of my childhood jump suit and grow up now. Throughout my life, everyone has expected me to act older than what my age dictates, actually, maybe that’s what I expected for myself all along. But now that I’m here, I want to turn back.


    I didn’t really make any birthday wishes, but hope that my two breakthrough goals would come true.


    So for my birthday, I hung out with the most unexpected person. When I stand beside him, I see a broken me: loud, obnoxious, blunt, impatient, potty mouth, etc. He grew alot, and he’s changed for the better, while I’ve changed for the worse. But don’t worry, I’ve always strived for self-improvement. Thanks for the mirror that you took out for me, I had a good look at myself.


    Critical things I need to change about myself:
    1. Have more patience.
    2. Stop complaining.
    3. Take away the potty mouth.


    Yay, for birthday goals.


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    I planted 25 trees yesterday to commemorate my birthday. I thought mother earth deserved it. And I hope it will help the tigers too.
     



    Trees for Tigers


    Join us in our historic partnership with Russian scientists to bring the Siberian tiger back from the brink of extinction. Today, only some 350 adult Siberian tigers remain alive in the Russian Far East. Our goal: 200,000 trees planted in the Russian far east to expand tiger habitat this year — millions more in the years to come. Join us!


    Every dollar you donate plants one tree.


    Go to www.americanforest.org
    and plant trees now!


     

  • She’s Blind as a Bat.


    There’s J and then there’s me. We’re polarities. Okay, fine — not so much polarities, because otherwise, we wouldn’t be bestfriends. But on the political spectrum, I am neo-conservative, she is medieval conservative. Yeah, I would like to think that there is such conservativeness that exists, with J at least.


    Now because J is the stuck up medieval conservative with standards, she happens to get all the flowers, all the dates, all the love letters, and anything that a prince charming in tights would do to please their princess. Yep, in other words, she gets all the dreamy guys that would worship the ground that she walks on.


    On the other hand, me, the neo-conservative that gets pushed over to become a liberal at times, has somewhat of a standard, but please — you must doubt how much of a standard I have when I said “somewhat”. Anyway, she gets burned in every single way, and doors slammed in her face all, the, frikken, time. Does she learn? Yeah, she does — but slowly and painfully.


    It seems like I will never find men that J attracts.
    And it seems like J would never attract men that I would attract, because she sees the red flags to being with, and I do not.


    Ladies and gentlemen, I have come to a conclusion that I am blind as a bat.


    However, the twist to this all is that J always wanted the experiences and the wisdom that I have from choosing the wrong relationships. J constantly admires the solutions that I put on the table for any relationship problem. But what people don’t know is that, in order to be knowledgeable in playing games, in loving, in surviving, you must be burned, hurt, stabbed to know what is “bad” for you. Experience do not speak to those that have not been through trial and error, it’s not about how many bad dates you’ve avoided, but about the number of bad dates that you’ve been on — and what you’ve taken away from it.


    So J, although you always wished that you had my knowledge, know that it’s a heavy price to pay. You wish to be in my shoes, yet I always wish that I was in your shoes so I would be able to find ONE. GOOD. GUY. And really, that’s all I am asking for. One.

  • She’s Back.


    Nelle’s back. She’s sick and tired of writing in her alias blog.
    But that doesn’t mean I’ll get distracted either.
    Okay fine, everyday I got distracted by Mignonelle’s xanga.
    So since I break my vow every single morning just to come on and read what Mignonelle have to say, I thought — I might as well come back.
    But don’t expect much, I am not in the writing mood.

  • Here you are, Mignonelle.
    …and for the rest of you xangans, and stalkers in disguise.
    I know I jipped you guys off with my cop out “P.C” answer a few weeks back.


    So without further ado, here is my…


    10 Ideal Boyfriend Traits.


    1. Must be caring towards me and other people as well. (Observant/Attentive/Catering)
    2. Must know how to make me laugh.
    3. Intelligent
    4. Tall, like basketball player tall.
    5. Must know how to fix things. Jack of all trades.
    6. Confident
    7. A mix of liberal and conseverative.
    8. Patient
    9. Love kids: Family oriented.
    10. Must be able to loosen up and make a fool out of himself. Life is too short to take life too seriously.


    Bonus:


    11. Beautiful eyes.


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    Farewell.


    For the time being, I must say goodbye to all my dear xangans. I might come back occasionally on a blue moon to see how everybody is doing. However, it’s time for secret_agent_nelle to take a break from writing, and focus on achieving her dreams. For the first time, secret_agent_nelle will post her exclusive msn hotmail to the public:


    Nellesofly@hotmail.com


    If you need me, or want to add me on msn to chat, or stalk, well there it is.
    The golden ticket.


    Until next time, take care everybody.

  • It’s Time to Party.




    Come celebrate the end of exams, as we usher in the
    beginning of summer.

    Why? Cause you asked for it.


    Feel free to invite all of your friends to this event.
    Facebook Event Invite: http://www.facebook.com/event.php?eid=2260393170


    Event: Systems Reunion/Revival
    Venue: “Afterlife”
    Location: 250 Adelaide St W.
    Date: Thursday April 26th, 2007
    Dress Code: Casual Dress Code
                        No Sweats, athletic gear, no hats, sleeveless shirts (for guys)

    Music: *ONLY* Old School/Reggae/Hip Hop/R and B/Soca/Etc.


    Music by: DJ Baby Yu, M.A.C. Productions, DJ Glew



    Fuel: $2.50 All Night Long


    Ladies free ’til 11:30 PM
    Guestlist ’til 12:30 PM


    For Guestlist, VIP, Birthday Packages:
    Platinum Estates (647) 284-4973 . jkua@platinumestates.ca
    MAC Productions (416) 418-2690 . macproductions@hotmail.com
    DJ Glew (416) 358-8078 . info@djglew.com
    Judgement Day Soundcrew (416) 416-930-8724 . jamcentralent@gmail.com
    M.Y.C Ent (416) 858-8201 . i_vibe@hotmail.com
    J.P. Lee (416) 670-0192
    Jessica Kim (416) 820-7100


    Bringing back ALL the elements that made you love the weekly Thursday Systems parties.
    Casual Dress Code, Good Music, and CHEAP Drinks


    Feel free to invite all of your friends to this event.


    If you want to become a promoter, and make money doing what you love, contact us through email or directly by phone.

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    Happy Birthday Januaryicecream!
    Everyone, wish her a happy 20th birthday.
    For those that are in their 20′s, you know life haven’t been the same ever since.
    You just don’t go back to your teen years… (tear)


     


     


     


     

  • I Hate Classical Music.


    Listening to Bach’s Concerto No.5 in E-flat major and eating a pizza pop in a room all by myself…


    is so frikken depressing.


    It’s almost like, the music is slowly climaxing to showcase my last drowning death whilst eating the pizza pop. Does anybody feel the same way when they listen to classical music? Xangans, any good calming, yet upbeat classical music that you can recommend? Djcaptainzowie, I’m looking at your direction. Oh! But everyone is welcomed to input their two cents on classical music too!


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    My Hubby — (ies)


    I just realized, I have many fiances on Xanga. Ya’ll know who you are. One didn’t even mention the notion of an engagement ring, one suggested that I shop around and tell him which one tickles my fancy, and the other one is sending me one through the mail — A Cracker Jack ring that is.


    Did I forget anyone out there that I promised marriage to?


    You are all verrrrry excruciatingly special to me.


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    I had to take off the numbers.
    People were getting too smart.


    117 70113, 93124895.


    The above serial numbers are for those that have all the time in the world and more to figure out. I remember back in elementary school, my best friend and I would talk with calculators. We had our own number system where we turned it into a form of legible language. I’m sure all girls when they were young had their own encryption system set up for all the daily gossip and note passing that happened. If you don’t, then you didn’t grow up right — or you’re not truly a girl — or you didn’t really grow up as a girl.


    Anyway, here are some hints:


    707 = LOL
    5361237 863177 173773 = SECRET AGENT NELLE
    4011 5711715 = YOU STINK


    Note: Not all sevens necessarily mean “L”, one number can have multiple matching of letters. To be more bait on my part, “7″ could mean “T”, “L”, or “J”. And sometimes, to make up a certain letter, you need two numbers, for instance: “12″ means “R”.


    Do you get it now?
    Winner gets a kiss from me, even IF you’re a girl. Runner up, if you’re a guy, you get to witness the action. So you better let a woman win. Cause otherwise, it won’t be too exciting for you if it’s a male. Exciting for me of course.


    Edit: DAMN! Some of you are REALLY smart. If it were for me, I WOULDN’T SPEND MY TIME FIGURING THIS NONSENSE OUT. My ex is smart and dumb at the same time. He figured it out, BUT WHY would you write it so the public could see it?! A private note will do just fine! Holy Moly. And no Dave, even if you figured it out, you don’t get the prize winning kiss.