July 3, 2008
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Focus.
I find myself smirking at the computer screen when I read the post. The words didn’t move me like how you would envision it to. None of it interfered with what really mattered to me at the end of the day.
1) My dream and goal to succeed in real estate is still intact
2) My dream and goal to succeed and complete what I started in university is still intact
3) My personal targets and goal at work are pacing and still intact
4) My friendships with people that truly know me for who I am, are still intact
5) My relationship with Justin is wonderful, and still… intact
So really, what did I have to sweat about? Nothing. My life is still intact and progressing.
Try taking away my dreams, then we’ll talk. But for now, I’m a pacifist. I focus on what really matters in my life. I focus on what I love and want in life. Xanga rep? Don’t make me laugh.
To illustrate….
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Boss: Congratulations Ellen! You beat your quarter goal today!
Me: Thanks. But no, I may have hit my goal, but not my personal goal…
Boss: (confused) what other goal? Double your target?
Me: No. My goal is to be number one.
…and I’m getting there. Slowly, but I don’t give up. It’s only an upward climb from here.
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Oh for Pete’s sake, I feel like an article in the fucking tabloid. It’s like, I woke up and found a million footprints, only to also find that I couldn’t read a post that was about me, and then next thing you know, Yosho and his xanga ways has gotten his hands on it and have successfully brought it to the xanga masses, and attempts to bring me down in a xanga chat with its supposed “facts”.
… well, you know what they say. Any publicity — is good publicity.
Comments (12)
Love your illustration. Hope you have a good day! And yeah, it sure gets people talking about you! Hopefully there won’t be too much negative comeback!
Wow they made a chat to talk about you? lol =P You’re famous now Ellen =) Xanga has become some gossipy cyber high school and the hot topic is you =) Complete strangers interested and speculating about your life, that’s gotta be exciting!
*sarcasm intended in previous post*
man…those people need to get a life
BahahahahaHAHAHAHAWHAHWAHWAHWH ..
sorry, people are ridiculous.
<3!
gahhd the dramz. i dont know how you managed to not dropkick certain people in the head yet….:/
i feel like i’m friends with a lindsay lohan. suh-weeet!
haha it’s like they say..you’re no one until you’re talked about.
your outlook on this stupid situation is great.
He’s a fucking douche anyways.
You’re right. All publicity is good.
Good for you! Power up!
=D
i guess no one can do that to me, since i’ve already posted my life story. btw, i didn’t read his posts, but i can guess what it’s about.