I sat there. Looked up at the sky and all I could see was us. What once was us. I tried to look away, but the beautiful sky captivated me. Just like how I thought everything we had was just as beautiful and pure. I’m scared of the repressed memories and I shook with anxiety. I felt my face turning red and a lump in my throat. Oh why is this happening again, please just leave me alone. But little did I know, those memories became part of me, they’re scars now. The last time you wrote a song for me. The last time we had a tickle fight. That last time we tackled each other with pillows. The last time you ate Dim Sum with me. The last time you held me. The last time you kissed me behind my ear. The last time we.. danced. I remember everything from that moment. We were at Lara’s house and you took me by my hand and held my waist and danced to a commercial jingle. We laughed because we didn’t know how to slow dance properly, and you dipped me so many times, pretending you were gonna let me fall, but i knew you weren’t going to let go of me, but I still held on tight. I laughed so much because we were so silly, so innocent. That moment, we didn’t care about anything. We were ontop of the world, we were like children running through a field. Everything was alright, just having the love of each other fed us in every aspect of living.
You were a reason to live for, that I lived for.
