July 8, 2004
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For some reason, I’m not motivated in summer school much lately. Everything feels wrong. From the teacher, the school, to the things I’m learning. I just feel like crap. Oh and especially when I received low marks for my 2 assignments, that, just pushed me down. I couldn’t get over it. Being the bitch that I am, I ranted to my highly intellectual friend Stanley, only to realize that it was a mistake. He read my work and said it was bullshit, but not good bullshit. Well thanks alot.
[You know, just because everyone isn't as smart as you Stanley, doesn't mean they're all dumb idiots. You are the kind that is naturally smart, and I am the kind that works to death for her marks. We are of different origins to begin with. You know you say alot of bullshit to yourself everyday, complimenting and literally stating your wit and intelligence is of the superior level (even your msn name is that..god..), well I let you go on that. Cause I know that is the truth. I know you are capable of great things, that's why I let you go on with your remarks about yourself. You have something to show to the world, and I admire how you are not scared to show it. But you know, there's only so much your friends can take. So long story short, stop talking about yourself and encourage a friend instead will ya? Cause with a mind like yours, you can lift so many other souls, other than yourself.]
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Must work harder in school. Must work harder in school. Must work harder in school. Must work harder in school, Must work harder in school. Must work harder in school. Must work harder in school. Must work harder in school. Must work harder in school. Must work harder in school. Must work harder in school. Must work harder in school. Must work harder in school. Must work harder in school. Must work harder in school. Must work harder in school.
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Hey just a point of curiosity… are you talking about me (in your entry)?
Or am I just being a self-centered idiot….