September 28, 2004
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Things I like to get out once in awhile…
Number 1: I’m starting to hate myself in a way that i beat myself inside because I am slacking off in school so bad. Shut up all you others who are dumb and think that school isn’t everything, well you know what, at least i try and i have priorities and i actually achieve at times. Maybe I like to be miserable while carrying a straight “A” report card. Maybe I just like to be a miserable genius. Leave me the hell alone.
Number 2: I am sucha horrible girlfriend. (Don’t you think?) It’s people like me that should be put into “bad gf prisons” where they teach you how to be a better gf for a decent guy, and upon release, the world will be a better place.
Number 3: I finally walked away from David Wood. Physically, mentally, emotionally. Great.. moving on.
Number 4: Why am I taking advantage of my body? Just because I lost six pounds, does it mean i get to eat whatever the hell is put in front of me? NO. So hello, body… or rather.. mouth.. stop eating everything.
Number 5: Work. There’s HAS TO BE something that I can rant about. Oh yes. Young’ns that tell me what to do. Gawd, I dislike them. How old are you? 14? yea well… go mop the lobby, don’t tell me what to do.
Number 6: I’ve realized that this entry is so bitter, but hey, at least I acknowledge it, and accept it. I told you I wasn’t as nice to begin with…
