October 12, 2004
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Hard to be thankful. I hated my thanksgiving. Everything about it, down to the very last moment of it. I thought, maybe it’s because noone cared to even say ‘happy thanksgiving’, not even one person, and yet I sent out so many of those at work, to strangers, to friends, and I got none back. Maybe that’s the curse. Maybe I wasn’t meant to have a good thanksgiving.
Even now, tears are brewing.
They hurt, don’t you know that?
