February 4, 2005
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Sitting in the dark
I am the worst person to hurt emotionally. Because it actually hurts physically. My chest starts to hurt as if my heart is breaking into pieces and i start to grasp for air. Soon enough, I don’t cry for whatever initial reason it was, I cry because it hurts so much on the outside and don’t know why it is happening. Fucking heart.
Leave me alone, let me bury myself in my covers. I like to be alone. What’s so bad about that anyway. One less person to care about.
