February 9, 2005
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Was gonna change this page up a bit, to symbolize the new me into the new world. But let’s be realistic, nothing has changed. Everythings still fucking the same and the only difference is me getting my early intangible diploma that’s coming in June anyway. All i get to do is stay home and go to work and rot.
I read the most painful email that she could ever write to me. Well, there’s always the worst, but this comes close. And I don’t know what to say, so I just slowly closed the window and fucking teared away. Didn’t understand why she would say all those things. I read it again just to make sure what i was reading was really there. Fuck. Happy New Years to you too sis.
I almost forgot it was Chinese new years. Chinese tradition has fallen way behind me. I’m in my own world.
Just hope you got what you wanted David. After I got off the phone with you, I fell asleep with my fingers crossed. Now I think my fingers are gonna be premenantly retarded.
Good luck David!
I need a hair curling iron. I want curls.
Keep ya head up.
