March 19, 2005

• Work has been so stressful lately. There is stress coming from my self, pushing myself to do a better job to fit the promotion that they see me in. But also, stress from other managers who clearly does not see me in that light that makes me think that every little thing that i am doing is wrong. I wish my manager Adolphous would smile, it’s really hard for me to work and not reflect the same attitude of his when he’s the one running the floor. Smile a little, why won’t he, it would probably brighten up so many other people’s day.

  
  

  Went to go eat dinner with Stanley tonight. We hit Chapters afterwards and guess what, well, I wouldn’t say this guy that I met a long time ago in the summer was a creep, but certainly he did implied that we were going to see each other after that encounter, which is what made me pull back from the rest of the conversations on that summers day. But anyway, yea. I saw him again tonight at Chapters and without hesitations I turned full 180 and just walked away as fast as a could. There’s no way i am going to engage myself in another conversation with him. I like people, but not to a point where i’m calling all rapists/stalkers to follow me. Shivers.

  
  

  For all you Pho eaters out there, do you agree that you just can’t get away with not drinking water after every session of it? Holy cow, if it wasn’t for that Large bubble right after dinner, I would be chugging down like two bottles of water at a time. My stomach is so bloated right now with foods and liquids, I can’t seem to fit water in it. Speaking of which, all this food is making me really really tired. Dozing off….

  
  

  Church tomorrow, so better sleep now.

  • 11:19 pm
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