March 28, 2005

• Oh the weather’s getting warmer and warmer and I’m just eating less and less because I guess my body doesn’t need to use as much energy as if I was always cold, even when I had a jacket on in the winter time. And most probably because I’m just so excited about putting on all those summer clothes and just flop around with my sandals that I forget to eat. Actually, I think I might go out for a jog right after this entry. My first jog in 8 months. Oh gawd, you bet i’ll be huffin’ and puffin’.

  
  

  I’m very excited about Crew Training tonight. I mean, I’m actually training now! I’m training these two people named Christine and Jeffrey (although I’m pretty sure he wants me to call him jeff) but anyway, I hope they don’t find me boring. Well either way, they gotta sit through my one hour and forty-five minutes of talking about hospitality.

  
  

  Living by myself for one and a half days have been great. One thing I really really really utmostly regret not doing was taking the car. I just realized that I could’ve driven my parents car that was boringly sitting in the garage the whole day on saturday and sunday morning., and all this time, I could’ve driven to WORK and CHURCH. Well of course, driving at the expense that I don’t even have my license yet and if I get caught I would be in big doo-doo. But you know, that idea only came to me five minutes prior to my parents coming back from their vacation. I am so stupid.

  
  

  10:34pm

  
  

  So training was oddly satisfying tonight. I had two very humble and witty trainees. They did a very very good job, and we moved fast. One thing that was tedious was all the reading and I didn’t disagree. But hey, I didn’t mind teaching them all those stuff.

  
  

  By the way, I was looking through some xangas and I just came through some Christian pages. I realized that like all churches, the younger adults or teenagers tend to always chill together after church or have outside of church hang-outs and I just want to say.. I miss that. I actually miss it. That warm feeling that you get and how everyone has the same goals and number ones in their lives, which is God of course, and there’s a tight-knit family right there. But even when I had that group of friends that I seldomly see now, I was always the oddball one out. Hence, I had my own 3 people clique, and we named ourselves oddball number one two and three. (you guys know who you are) But having a group of friends like that, and not just your ordinary school friends is a lifestyle to cherish. I liked that lifestyle. Because you know you won’t have to be peer pressured into anything illegal or “un-godly”. You just feel warm, toasty, and comfortable.  I know I felt that way. Just wondered where it went and why I walked so far away into my own world. 

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