June 26, 2005
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Uggh. I’m so sick of this life. Well, it’s not as pessimistic as you think. It’s just for me, I need changes. I realized, I cannot POSSIBLY live a life of routine, it’ll just drive me nuts until I go do something extravagent. I need to travel, I need to get away from this country and explore another one. I hate the fact that I’m always bombarded with work hours, but you’re probably thinking, well ‘who the hell’s fault is it?”. Mine, because as absurd as it may sound, I am required to work that many hours to get to the position that will probably only buy me temporary satisfaction anyway. But man, I need to travel. Everyday, I go onto my msn and I see my friends msn names: “YAY SUMMER!!” “ROAD TRIPS, HERE WE COME!!”, “FLYING AWAY”. Ughh and it just kills me inside with envy, because now I can’t laugh at them and call them highschoolers like I used to. Now they’re all laughing at me because I’m slaving away my whole summer at McD’s. –Sigh.
SOMEONE GET ME OUT OF HERE!!!!!!!! CALIFORNIA, VANCOUVER, FLORIDA, NEW YORK heck.. NIAGARA FALLS WILL DO!!
Anywhere but here.
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I wish I could travel too, but it’s so out of the picture until I’m done school. Don’t you wish sometimes that you could escape from it all? I feel happy enough to come back to Toronto sometimes…