December 15, 2005
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Dear Santa,
I hate a man that I call “dad”. He is the most selfish, hateful, unkind man in the world. There is no string of sympathy in him, and I can only wish for my Christmas present to be that he does not hurt mom. The yelling becomes worse and worse everyday and the curses just bites the ears, wonder how mom takes it in everyday. I want to get out of here, I want him to get out of the family. It’s not like he sees us as family anyway. He was never there for us, never there for anybody but himself. Santa, please make him go away, please keep momma and Timothy safe, please let me get away from this very dark place.
I promise I’d be good.
XOXO
Ellen.
Comments (4)
Family issues are always tough…especially around Christmas – I know that feeling well. Be there for your mother and brother – working together you guys can be brave together.
Asian families just never know when to keep the barbaric side…inside.
let us hope he gives you and your mom peace…
*hug*
you prolly don’t remember me, leslie from hcefc
hahaa
i hope you feel better and that you and ur family can work things out. chinese dads can be so..selfish and stubborn sometimes. stay strong