December 6, 2007
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I told you I couldn’t give you what you wanted…
…at least not now…
and you still took on the deal.
I told you that I ain’t the same…
…at least for now…
and you disregarded my claim.
I told you we were on different pages…
…at least for now…
and you kept on turning the pages.
I told you that my priorities are different than yours…
…at least right now…
you can see my true colours.
My heart just ain’t the same. To feel, or not to feel — never really ended up with an opinion or answer. You keep forgiving, and I keep on sining. It’s a vicious cycle. Maybe it’s the distance, maybe it’s me, maybe it’s you, maybe it’s everything. Ever thought of, things happening at the wrong place and at the wrong time? This might be one of those cases.
You keep on believing the unreal.
The past is not the present me.
This is me now.
…can’t go back.
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They were right. You should never enter a relationship, knowing that you weren’t going to give it your all. “Trying it out” just isn’t going to cut it. I would not have ended up in this mess if only I listened.
Comments (3)
hope everything is okay!
how was your exam?! too bad you left so early. the party kinda died. lol. no one was dancing or anything =(
we’re only human… we can’t be giving our 100%, all the time. otherwise we’d be robots…always giving and expecting perfection…what happens to the relationship that has room for growth when your attitude is give it your all or don’t try at all?
it’s better to have tried and failed than…not trying at all… feel proud that you tried..
awww it’ll be alright.
here’s a song for you: http://youtube.com/watch?v=K6BLuCulP_o
it’s a beautiful song and i think it’ll help you feel better if you want a mopeyish song. if you don’t, then don’t click haha