Hey you, So you work all the time passed midnight now? Holy crap, how do you find time for homework and everything??? You poor twitchy. I think it means I’m needed at home.
Speaking of home, it’s not like I’m homesick or anything, but I really wanna be at home. I think the only reason for that is for my friends and I miss the familiarity of Toronto. I still haven’t really adjusted to the fact that summer is over and it’s school mode now and I’m all alone here without familiar faces. Everyday, it’s going to campus seeing thousands of faces I have no idea..it just bugs me sometimes and it gets me down. It’s not that I’m antisocial or anything–but just not being able to run into warm, familiar faces causes me to be more quiet. I’ve never been this quiet. I find that, however, I’m a lot more outgoing with people I meet on the first time and I don’t really know. With my closer friends, I’m a bit more quiet, and I talk a lot more deep stuff. It’s weird.
But anyways, I feel like coming home. I don’t feel like waiting for turkey day. But sigh…I know that when the time to come home is right, it’ll be here a lot faster than I imagined…
You know, these days have beeen on and off for me too. I’ve never had such a bad case of mood swings. Last night I cried myself to sleep; it was horrible. I don’t even know WHY. It’s like I’m having problems being close to people here that are like me and understand me; i have problems with finding a job cause the stupid starbucks guy wouldn’t call me back; i have problems with kent; i have problems with not starting my readings; i have problems with my english lit. class…oh god. It’s not a big deal I know. But I just get emotional. And I hate it when people go, “well, it’s cause you’re a girl you know?” That makes me so mad I just wanna sock them.
sigh..anyways, I appreciate you leaving me a xanga comment back. I’m definitely gonna get my calling card today..so maybe at the end it’s gonna be leaving you a voicemail on your cell, but that’s okay. I hope everything is better now.
I understand the on and off emotions, I really do.
Anyways, talk to you later. I’ve gotta get ready to start my day SOMETIME heh heh. ; )
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Hey you,
So you work all the time passed midnight now? Holy crap, how do you find time for homework and everything??? You poor twitchy. I think it means I’m needed at home.
Speaking of home, it’s not like I’m homesick or anything, but I really wanna be at home. I think the only reason for that is for my friends and I miss the familiarity of Toronto. I still haven’t really adjusted to the fact that summer is over and it’s school mode now and I’m all alone here without familiar faces. Everyday, it’s going to campus seeing thousands of faces I have no idea..it just bugs me sometimes and it gets me down. It’s not that I’m antisocial or anything–but just not being able to run into warm, familiar faces causes me to be more quiet. I’ve never been this quiet. I find that, however, I’m a lot more outgoing with people I meet on the first time and I don’t really know. With my closer friends, I’m a bit more quiet, and I talk a lot more deep stuff. It’s weird.
But anyways, I feel like coming home. I don’t feel like waiting for turkey day. But sigh…I know that when the time to come home is right, it’ll be here a lot faster than I imagined…
You know, these days have beeen on and off for me too. I’ve never had such a bad case of mood swings. Last night I cried myself to sleep; it was horrible. I don’t even know WHY. It’s like I’m having problems being close to people here that are like me and understand me; i have problems with finding a job cause the stupid starbucks guy wouldn’t call me back; i have problems with kent; i have problems with not starting my readings; i have problems with my english lit. class…oh god. It’s not a big deal I know. But I just get emotional. And I hate it when people go, “well, it’s cause you’re a girl you know?” That makes me so mad I just wanna sock them.
sigh..anyways, I appreciate you leaving me a xanga comment back. I’m definitely gonna get my calling card today..so maybe at the end it’s gonna be leaving you a voicemail on your cell, but that’s okay. I hope everything is better now.
I understand the on and off emotions, I really do.
Anyways, talk to you later. I’ve gotta get ready to start my day SOMETIME heh heh. ; )
You take care ha gau.
feel better my pork fried rice with hot sauce.