January 10, 2005
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I have this drowning feeling in my heart that I can’t get out of. I don’t know where to begin to decipher it, or how to end it. It’s just there, eating me away and all I can do is watch it devour me.
Maybe I don’t know what I really want anymore.
I just want to get lost in the city, where no one will recognize me. Just me and a cup of mocha cappucino, lounging, while letting Pilate run through my body.
I just want a pause for everything.
12:57pm
4:02pm
I KNEW IT! I KNEWWWWWW IT. Stupid Parkash and her crazy partying over the weekends made her skip teaching her class today. That means test is postponed till tomorrow, and the philosophy presentations too. YES! (jumps and clicks feet like a leprechaun. –click!–)
10:41pm
AHHH. 6 guys talking to me right now, 6 different conversations, AHHH I CAN’T HANDLE THIS. I need to get off msn and focus.
Comments (1)
jumps and clicks like a leprachaun?….WHERE do you come up with these things? you are definitely the weirdest siu my i’ve eaten! : )
have a good day tomorrow.
i’m glad i talked to you tonight. it kinda brought back what we used to have. i know things are different with us now-but for some reason-in the back of my head-i always know that we’ll be tight, one way or another. And that is comforting to know.