February 10, 2005
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Came home. Smell like fries. Hands are dry from over washing them at McDonalds. (Hey, good to know that I wash my hands after I take money and then touched your burger) Hat hair. Arm hurts from some kinda shot from the doctors. Got too many movies to watch. Enjoying this song. Needing Irene to talk to, don’t want her to feel whichever way she is feeling. (Valentine where are you?) Thinking how some people are so stupid, don’t know how the world works when they’re the ones living in it. Suck up and deal. Hope school board does not go through with segregated systems who only contribute to a certain race. (ie. BLACKS) Please, just because you guys were suppressed, you don’t think the Asians did? Suck it up. We were brave enough to keep quiet about it. The smell of fries is realllyy getting to me. What’s up with photos multi day processing? Does it even matter that i come one day earlier? Oh so you lazy bastards wait till last minute to do things. Good to know. I want my photos tomorrow, asap. Feeling.. mm unappreciated.
Yea, I don’t like to show all this when I’m standing in front of you. What’s the point? Instead I put up a front and a smile, and people buy it. Good.
BIG SIGH. Feels better. Now I’m gonna pig out something in the fridge. Had 1/4 of a Chris’s chicken strip for dinner tonight. Talking about anorexia.
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i read your attempt in chinese last night. you know, my afternoon was pretty shitty, but i’ll talk about that when i feel like it. can you stop calling me “siu hay”, cause i’m not ok. it’s just that lately every little thing provokes me to be all emotional, when usually i’m not like that at all. usually i can be reasonable, and separate my emotions from rationality, but not these days.
so stop calling me siu hay, cause then that makes me mad, which then you’re gonna think “wow she really is siu hay” and then we’ll all be angry valentines.
and oh yeah, yesterday i turned off my phone around 10 cause i went to bed! i was tired at 10 last night-that is unbelievable. but sigh..i feel groggy now cause..i woke up exactly around 10 ish this morning hahahahahah.. oh man.
going to the gym later.
hope you got some good rest from work heh heh. hat hair. oh man. i’d freak out if i had hat hair. i wouldn’t care if i smelled like fries, cause then everyone’d wanna eat me hahahah-but hat hair? a big NO.
OH YEAH yesterday i had a dream that you and i were in this magical land thing. it was weird. you were wearing that green t-shirt “say no to drugs..” shirt. haha. and of course you were wearing your black frame signature glasses. ; ) anyway there were lots of segments. the segment before the part where you came in was with my cousin and i. but with you and i we were trapped in this castle and there was this bad wizard that locked us there, but we had superpowers see. so we could escape by making little holes and disappearing into another dimension, but we were running out of time cause the wizard was coming up the stairs! and then somehow miffy came in the dream.
omg i slept WAY too early. haha.. omg..miffy. aw i love miffy. miffy makes me happy and miffy will make all my bad go away.
haha my comment is longer than your entry!